An old post

Yes, I know it’s been ages since I managed to type something into the blog for you all to laugh at. Tough. I’ve been busy. Work seems to be taking a lot of my time up lately, so I guess I can put all the blame on the bank for that.

Work is going well… no matter what I may have said in the past. We have one or two people leaving. D’s going down to Chester to work as a credit controller for a hotel (the untilmate of evil)… and N is joining the Fyfe Police force. The leaves Me and Ali…. so joy upon joy, we are gonna have a lot of training to do over the next few months. Enough about work though… it rules my life and I don’t want it ruling my internet life as well…. ‘FrozenDreamer Has Spoken!!!’

Personal life hasn’t changed all that much. Still plodding merrily onwards in my non-confrontational style. It’s all good I guess. Met a few wonderful people over the past few months. Met one or two real stinkers… it must be said. Belcher Boy was a particular ‘What the f*ck!’. Yeah… but all is good.

I go over to South Africa in a few days time for my first return holiday. I’m there for three weeks and I can’t wait to get there to start it. 39 days from today and I will be on holiday. I so need it… and I’m gonna spend like a monkey. I need a new wardrobe… so RJL and Edgars… HERE I COME!!!! Oh… and don’t forget Markhams I guess. LOL.
I can’t wait to see my puppies. Seamus and Mo… I had a dream about them last night… so that must mean I’m getting excited about seeing them.

Lesley & Euan go over next week for their two week break. That should be good for them as it is Euans first time in SA. Good time to go as well… as it’s not too hot and it aint too cold… temerate… lets leave it at that. The whole, ‘This is the family…. and this is the surrigate family’ thing is getting nervy for little L…. but she’s a born worrier…. so I am just gonna ignore that, I think it’s for the best.

Anyway… I best be going as this is being written on Lesley’s Laptop…

Moondrops and sunshine…
FrozenDreamer

American Firms

Well… after working for the past month on a query with an American firm… I have decided that I don’t like American firms as a whole. They are arrogant bastards and their credit controllers suck ass!!!!
Went shopping on Tuesday and bought some fabby new clothes from Frasers and Topman. So I looked really snazzy. The bad thing is that my mastercard didn’t like it very much…. *cringe*.

Television seems to have gotten slightly better nowadays. There are quite a few programs on that I am addicted to. BIG BROTHER, SCRUBS, SIX FEET UNDER and STARGATE SG-1 just to mention a few. Ofcourse the constant repeats of THE SIMPSOMS is starting t get very very very tiresome.

I also just discovered that there is some other little fuck running around on the internet calling himself FrozenDreamer. BASTARD!!! Who the hell does he think he is! He has his own logo and everything!
http://pub42.ezboard.com/fcustomsignaturesfrm25.showMessage?topicID=46.topic so as you can imagine I am not impressed. There’s no email address on the little bastards email address… so I can’t email him and tell him off either. I think I should copyright the name and sue the little fecker!

Anyhoo… otters need release!

Moondrops and sunshine…
FrozenDreamer

Manchester maybe…

‘So, what do you do?’… ‘I’m a vampire.’

Well… I’m not… but you get the idea.
Can u believe it, I have been in the UK for nearly a year. Just a few more days and it’ll be my official anniversary. One year in being here… and I’m just the same as I have always been. A few minor adjustments have obviously been made… such as the job… the monthly financial commitments… and the thoughts stewing in my mind that mean I will probably be paying off a mortgage within a year. Joy… don’t you think.

It’s been a year… and I have been on plenty of holidays… able to get away from Edinburgh neds which get on my nerves so much. Away from the fucking credit controllers who plague my life and make it a misery (not that I hold a grudge or anything).

New York, London, Newcastle, York and North Berwick… I have been a very busy boy.

This website has been a little bit of a strangeness… not as active as I thought it should be… but I did set off to have a domain for email usage… and I have that. So I’ll never have to go through the hell of ISP domains and stupid restrictions.
I have however had one mishap which I am not very pleased about. This mishap goes by the evil name of WEBONLINE! Shitty company as it is (I reserve the right to say this as a customer… my views are my own and my views are strong). WEBONLINE is crap. It is a shit company that’s ‘services’ are over-priced and they sued me (bastards) for services I DiD NOT RECEIVE. We shall see.

Plans are that next month I will be going to Manchester for a long weekend to ‘scout’ the place out. The banks international payments section is in MCH, and I am hoping that I may be able to get a transfer there. I was also thinking that maybe, I might put a business planny type thingy to the banks HR setion to start a Rainbow Network within the bank as it is needed. We shall see though. Manchester would probably be good for me. I don’t think there are as many fecking neds there… so I should be a little more suited to being myself instead of a ‘not-quite-myself’ version of myself. As I said… we shall see.

Oh… and one other thing… I had one of my poems published this year as well. ‘Scars of lost salutations’ is due to be released in a hard cover poetry edition later this year.

So this is a truthful encounter of everything that has happened so far (well… kind of). Who knows what’ll happen in the fututre.

Moondrops and sunshine…
FrozenDreamer

a meeting…

Well… life is taking a turn… if anything! WOOHOO!

Let me just say this much… I am speechless. Those who know me… will understand! Those who have just met me, will also understand… especially when I say ‘interresting’…. :>

So… I will leave it at that then…

Moondrops and sunshine…
FrozenDreamer…

A Papal rant…

So… the Popes gone and done it again has he… saying that us qweens and moffies have no hope of salvation or forgiveness…. hrmmmm… lets look at some valid points shall we before actually taking what he says as serious. Oh, if you’re catholic, you may want to read this with a stress reliever or G&T by your side, because this is something that I am starting to get sick about!

Well… firstly I think we need to point out that the Pope is now 81 years of age, and has his birthday coming up on May 18th… so he’ll be 82 in a few days time… poor thing… looks a bit rickety on the news doesn’t he. At his age, the Queen Mother (RIP Dear) was still attending horse races and luncheons at Holyrood! I shudder to think what the Pope is doing as I type this. Scary.
That’s not really my point though is it… my point is that he’s really old…. 82, so I mean his views are obviously going to be a little far fetched and slightly dated for a modern society such as ours. Homosexuality is a normal thing in modern society now. Most people have come to realise that we are here to stay… and moved their homophobic judgements onto something else that will gain a fruitful return… such as the war against Terror and the war against things that can be ‘cured’ (pardon the expression) such as Cancer and AIDS. Ofcourse you still get the straglling few idiots that have been brought up with a club in one hand and a guide on how to insult people in the other… I mean Neds… ofcourse… poor sods.
Taking something that the Pope says seriously would really be a daft because the old thing is a bit senile. Lost his marbles a long time ago… !

*snip from www.gay.com*
The Vatican’s top theological watchdog, Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger, was asked at a news conference if the pope meant homosexuals and divorced people who remarry when he spoke of habitual sinners in his letter. He said the pope had not mentioned specific groups.
*snip from www.gay.com*

Of course he hasn’t mentioned any specific groups! If he did, he’s be shitting in his own nest… AGAIN! What the Vatican doesn’t realise is that a large majority of Catholics around the world ARE getting divorced… and ARE gay! What are people supposed to do… live a life of total misery if you realise that your wife/hubby is a shitbag who cheats on you (whoops, that’s another commandment broken – now your f*cked)… or get married to someone of the opposite sex when you know that you really love your boyfriend/girlfriend… but have to follow what an ancient ‘organisation’ tells you to do because THEY think it’s correct. Get a grip dears! Aunty FD doesn’t think this is quite right… common sense dictates that YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE AND IF THEY THINK DIFFERENTLY…. F*CK THEM!!!

This isn’t the first time the Pope has had a go at the community is it? Nope… one of many attempts to make the Vatican more popular…..

I think the Vatican needs a better marketing agent… the Bible is starting to get a bit dated and tiresome… this Qween thinks anyway…

Moondrops and sunshine…
FrozenDreamer…

Whitby

Not posted for a few days due to me being in York., It was a bit of a rash decision to go down as I was planning to stay in the flat over the Eater break and veg out infront of Mama Cass. Things changed and next thing I knew I was on my way down South for a weekend in York. It was quite nice. Did a little site-seeing… bought a fabulous pair of boots and spent a ton of money. Was really a nice time. Other things barred… enjoyed myself quite a bit. Nice to get out into the country.

Came home tonight to find a message from The Edge on the answering machine. Could be that i have cancelled my membership with them, and this will be them demanding money from me for the next two months for a service that I am not going to be using. �80 LATER!!! I am starting to get a bit nervous about calling them up on Tuesday, but we shall see what happens.

Went to Whitby today before making our way home. It was heaving! I have never seen so many people crammed into a little seaside village in all my life… and all just for some fish and chips (which there definitely wasn’ t a shortness of).

Discovered the Undernet tonight… so am going to be doing a little bit of investigating there and see what the place is like. Need to find somewhere to chat… something to get an interest in, if i don’t I fear I may go insane eventually… not soon…. but eventually.

Moondrops and sunshine…
FrozenDreamer…

Party time

God how the days seem to fly by. I cannot believe that it’s nearly the long weekend… nearly Easter. It’s all happening so fast… the year I mean.

I have decided that this weekend I am going to go to CC’s and have a night out on the town. This’ll be the first time I have been in a club since Deirdre was here, and the first time I’ve gone downstairs to the club since the 21st of November. Scary thoughts!!! I am hoping it will be a good evening… and maybe if I am feeling up to it, I may just go to Tackno on Sunday night if I can afford it (BLOODY NEW YORK HOLIDAY!!!).
I had to move my computer into the bay window of my room because the webcam that I bought was not taking to well to the direct sunlight streaming in through the window. It is quite nice sitting in the window actually. I can watch the night go by, and by the time summer comes, I’ll be able to watch the day go by… *shudder the thought*.
It was an interresting day at work… I told some dickhead in commercial to stop sending me emails and to start sending his stuff through to the communal mailbox… so what does he do…. sends it through to me again but carbons it to the comunal. I lost my cool and sent him another email back explaining what I meant. I can’t babysit these idiots… Sungard invoices have ben driving me INSANE for the past week… and I’ll be fucked if I am going to put up with it any longer. If they can’t sort their invoices out properly… it’s their own fecking problem… NOT MINE… (now that I have vented…)

Trouble in happyland yet again… JOY!!!

Anyway… gonna get some zzZZzzZZzzZZ as I only got to bed at 1AM this morning with the computer move.

Moondrops and sunshine…
FrozenDreamer…

Bloody boiler!

An interresting day to say the least. Got into work (after fighting with the boiler in the kitchen for ten minutes) and took about 120 calls during the day. Went to Boots for this irritating itchy eye thing I got going at the moment. They told me to see a doctor. JOY!!! Didn’t go to the gym yet again. The guilt thing is starting to catch up on me now… couldn’t give a shyte though coz I have decided to try and change my views on things. I walked past The Wyrd Shop on the way from work. Fab little shop right at the bottom of the Royal Mile. Bright red paint on the outside with a window full of Wiccan stuff… really fab! Got home and found Capital One had approved my credit card, so I am going to wait for IF to get back in contact with me… see if I can get that one instead. If not… at least I have the security of a card for America (28 DAYS TO GO!!!). Going to leave work early tomorrow using the half hour I have saved up from past overtime. Can’t be bothered getting Lorainne to sign something from last week… kinda blind.

FINALLY uploaded something pretty onto the front page of the site, so now people can press lots of buttons and stuff… not many of them work (except for the one that brings you here…. *wave*). Going to do a little bit on the other pages probably tonight so that the site isn’t completely fucking empty.

Love to you all…
Moondrops and Sunshine…
FrozenDreamer…

A decision…

It’s taken me I don’t know how long… and I have no idea how many feelings of guilt and annoyance… but I have finally, after looking at a few personal websites, decided that I have motivation to do something with FrozenDreamer.com. All I can say is thank God for that coz after having a look at the web stats for the past couple of months, it’s really quite sad as to how long I’ve had these domains for and not used them properly. So… I would like to give a well deserved THANK YOU to Billswebsite.com for giving me the motivation to design something. Here’s hoping it lives up to some of your expectations (being the picky bunch of critics that most of you are) (not that it’s a bad thing or anything).

Moondrops and Sunshine to you all…
FrozenDreamer…

Testing, Testing

Well… I have decided to get something onto the site that is actually worth reading… so what better to add than a diary that you can follow my life on day by day. I’m just checking to make sure that this service is actually a reasonable one… so if you come back one or two days later and this is gone… you’ll know why.

Love to you all…
FrozenDreamer…